Thursday, December 2, 2010

Capable of Loving, Sometimes

Deep down inside of me I wonder

how many time have I been here

not speaking out, afraid of being an outcast

afraid of stupidity. But I realize

I am stupid, thats what makes me special

I am mental, I am disturbed, yet I am understanding

I am capable of loving, but sometime I feel to cold

I feel my heart freezing and nothing comes in.

I am capable of loving, sometimes.


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Forget You

So hard to forget
can't even dare to try
You slipped between my fingers
so soon, missing you all night
cant even remember your voice
your fading in my mind slowly and painfully
A memory which I hold on to.
If there is heaven you must be there
watching down on us
I hope you are proud, I am proud of you
I say with great honour I am your family
and I am proud to say I cried over you
I still miss you and still love you.
Because you taught me so much
I cant pay you back no more.
I which you were here
to see the men you helped form
not a little kid any more
all those long talks got to me
I thank you for that.
That emptiness in my heart
Will always be there filled with your memories
I refuse to forget you, to let you go
just a little bit.
I will always love, I want you to know that.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Una Mente Perturbada


El frio viento de octubre sopla fuertemente
solo en un parque un hombre se arrepiente
lamente con su alma y su corazón
por no haber escuchado a la razón.
Derramo la sangre de su amor
la mato sin piedad, con furor
Temía que se escapara
que se fuera, que volara.

El la amaba y ella a el

El amor no se secaba, era real
pero no confiaba en que fuera leal
Murió con sus ojos viendo al cielo
pidiendo al cielo consuelo
para el alma de su querido
que acabo con su vida herido
cegado por sus propias mentiras
creadas en su mente de asimétrica

El hombre recuerda solo en el parque
esperanzado en un ataque
de cualquier criatura
para terminar su vida, detener esa tortura
cierra sus ojos y mira a su amada
sin vida ya robada
Abre sus ojos a la noche oscura
camina hacia una ventura
que al final lo fulmine
y esta tortura se termine.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Waiting for Love

Standing still in the loneliness
watching life go by
Siting alone, and lifeless
waiting for someone to come.

Just a few minutes to midnight
and I will be free
I will be crazy, crazy for me
I will understand the fight

The battle of my mind
the battle for my right
I will love who I want to
I will Love with no limits

Limits were meant to be broken
with love.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

You wake me up, angel

In the moring I woke up
but I was still sleeping
I made breakfast
but I was still sleeping

I went to work
But I was still sleeeping
I came back home
And I was still sleeping

I saw you in the kitchen
in that moment I was no longer sleeping
you wake me up
You light uo my spirit

I love you my dear angel.

Hello

The beauty of a simple hello
it can save a soul
A simple hello can bring some joy

I want a hello in the morning
i want a hello in the afternoon
I want a hello, all from you

Hello on the street
Hello on the store
A simple and charming hello

Thursday, September 2, 2010

A Voice Freed my Heart

Concealed in a flesh prison
No window, no doors
I am prisoner of myself
Prisoner of my heart

There is no escape
No magical key
This will be forever
For all eternity

Sorrow took control
Until I heard a voice
A strong voice
That claimed freedom

The voice was strong but sweet
The voice fought for freedom
For equality
For justice

The walls of my prison came down
I was free
No longer a prisoner
I was finally free

For the first time
I am who I really am
I live my life
I love myself

I seek that voice
The voice that freed me
And there she is
Kind and loving

The voice embraces me
Like her family
Like one of her own
I thank the voice

I thank the voice
For being a voice of freedom
A voice of acceptance
A voice of hope
For being the voice that freed my heart

If I Couldn't Write/ Writing with no Pen

A dried up pen
A Burned up sheet
Letters evaporated in the air
That is all left from me

A Song with no rhythm
A guitar with no strings
A bitter perfume
That is what was left from me

In a villainous day a shadow took my pen
With no remorse took off forever
Now I am no longer a creator, I am a simple human being
With an idea in the mind
In a prison were it will never see the light

And until the day I fade away
I will be creating
No matter that the world can’t see it
I will create to stay alive
To live my life
I will write with no pen
I will write in my mind.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

About Darkness and Spirit Matters


For many Darkness is a place of fear and they avoid it at all cost. For me, Darkness is a place of freedom. You can be who you are at any time, without the fear of being eaten all up by your own demons. Everybody says that your dark side is your evil side, I belive your dark side is who you really are. Darkness is you in all Your Glory.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Midnight Whisky

A poem about death, and depression.


I sit alone in the living room
Only accompanied by the silence
I feel the loneliness
I feel the sorrow
I remember when I lived
When life was important to me
When things mattered
Now I am alone
Alone in this house
Alone in life

I drink whisky all night
To fill the emptiness
The hole where my soul used to be
All is pitch black to me now
No light at the end of the tunnel
Just a long lonely walk in the darkness
Just to end up where you started
A meaningless walk

I used to feel happiness,
I used to have feeling
But now I don’t care
I don’t care anymore about me
Don’t care about anybody
Because I know the truth
I know the end to this story
I know it all

One day just when you start
When you start to enjoy life
It’s taken away
Ripped off with no remorse
Stolen like a meaningless object
And nothings is left behind
Just a memory of what you used to be
A dark and distant memory

Why then live?
Why care about anything?
We will all end up six feet under
Cold, lifeless and silent
Our voice will be shot down
And only a small eco will survive
But it will be ignored
Because it’s just a memory
A dark and distant memory

At midnight I drink my last whisky
My last glass
Now I wait
Wait for it all to end
Wait for death.

Lost Reflection in a Mirror

I wrote this poem after the death of my aunt and my grandfather. It was a really hard moment for me. I hope you find the message in it.

I stand in front of a mirror
But no reflection is seen
Where has it gone?
Has my reflection escaped?
Where am I?

A cold voice answers:
Only you know where you are
Only you can find yourself
Only you can bring yourself back
Back from the darkness
Back from loneliness
Back from that prison

The voice disappears
And leaves silence behind
A deep silence that makes my heart shivers
It shivers because of the pain
Of not knowing where am I

There is no place to look
Where to start?
But my heart tells me: inside
Inside of me, in me
There lays the truth

I go deep inside my heart
Where am I?
And in a lonely corner I see a shadow
A lonely shadow
A dim lament is heard

There I am
Suffering for what I become
Suffering because I am killing my self
Killing my mind
Killing my heart
Killing the truth

I approach myself
I feel the sadness
The loneliness
I fell like a fake

But no more
No more faking
It’s time to be me
To follow my dreams
To speak my words
To feel my feelings
To love who I love
It’s time to look at myself
To look at the lost reflection in the mirror
It’s finally time to be me.

Cold Ashes

I am really proud of this poem, came up with it before Gaga started calling us her little monsters. I hope you like it.

In the dark lonely night
Cold ashes are free
Free to think
Free to speak
Free to write
Free to love
In the lonely night
Cold ashes are free

Cold ashes are strong
They fight against what’s really wrong
Fight against silence
Fight against injustice
Fight against a monster
A legendary Monster

The monster blows the ashes
But cold ashes don’t die
Cold ashes fly
Cold ashes spread their words
Cold ashes always win

And from now on
Cold ashes are free
Once more, they are free
Free to speak
Free to write
Free to think
But most importantly
Cold ashes are free to Love each other

Now that, cold ashes are free
The mother fire sees with envy their freedom
Their liberty, their loyalty to each other
And loyalty to themselves
Every flame wishes to be a Cold Ash
But only those brave enough will be

Cold ashes are free, truly free at last
Because they were freed long ago
Freed by a Lady of Golden hair
And with sweet tender voice
Thanks to her
Finally cold ashes are free

To The Lady of Golden Hair, from a Cold Ash

Who am I?

My name is Noel Pinell. I live in Honduras, a little country in Central America. I LOVE writing, and I can write anything songs, poems, stories, plays, anything that is in my mind. I have a really special gift, I can feel things that other are feeling. Is hard to explain but that makes me write about pretty much everything.
I like to write about freedom and about discovering yourself, loving yourself. I think is very important for oneself to find out who one really is and accept oneself.
My poems and stories are very raw and kind of sad, but that what makes them unique. I am a very happy person, but when something bother me I put it on paper. I hope you like my poems, they are not that great, but i think is a good job.
"Love will find it's way even in the darkest night"